navygreen | (no subject)

I'm itching a real desire to cut out folks that are bringing me down. It stinks that there is history involved, but when I think all day long and can't come up with anything positive, that can't be a good thing.

Sometimes I feel trapped in my journal. That shouldn't be - especially not with a journal that is almost completely wide-open. But I think I'm spending too much time caring what others think. Even more, I'm spending too much time hoping or wishing they care, and that really only leaves me feeling hurt in the end.

But I feel like I need to surround myself with things that I view in a positive light. That I need some impetus to help me move only forward with my life. And hurt feelings, disappointment and worrying about other people is not positive. I know this.

My family, my faith, and the happy relationships that I have are what is important.