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Pain and tears.
Jun. 25th, 2005 08:12 pmSo. My brave front yesterday? I found it fizzling today.
I should have let the doctor give me something for the pain. I *really* should have. I never expected to hurt as much as I do currently. I feel like I'm about 3 days post-op from my bladder surgery, whereas yesterday I was likening the pain to more like 2 weeks post-op. That means it's increasing in large amounts, folks.
They were lots of tears shed yesterday. Lots of tears shed by lots of different people for lots of different reasons. I won't go into details, as they're not all mine to give anyway.
Heather didn't leave until around 1:30am this morning, and Annie and I didn't fall asleep until sometime around 3am. I woke up at 7am to get ready for my one day of work, and my eyes were all puffy from the tears of the day before. Then it rained ALL morning, and the pain in my abdomen was steadily increasing. I wanted to do nothing more than just crawl into bed and sleep it all away.
I'm in a good mood, despite all of this. Being a mom teaches you to ignore pain in light of other things. Though I found myself wincing every time I moved, I didn't have any problems carrying out any of my tasks today. However, I *am* already itching for the boys' bed time to roll around, as I think I'm going down very early myself. :-)
I should have let the doctor give me something for the pain. I *really* should have. I never expected to hurt as much as I do currently. I feel like I'm about 3 days post-op from my bladder surgery, whereas yesterday I was likening the pain to more like 2 weeks post-op. That means it's increasing in large amounts, folks.
They were lots of tears shed yesterday. Lots of tears shed by lots of different people for lots of different reasons. I won't go into details, as they're not all mine to give anyway.
Heather didn't leave until around 1:30am this morning, and Annie and I didn't fall asleep until sometime around 3am. I woke up at 7am to get ready for my one day of work, and my eyes were all puffy from the tears of the day before. Then it rained ALL morning, and the pain in my abdomen was steadily increasing. I wanted to do nothing more than just crawl into bed and sleep it all away.I'm in a good mood, despite all of this. Being a mom teaches you to ignore pain in light of other things. Though I found myself wincing every time I moved, I didn't have any problems carrying out any of my tasks today. However, I *am* already itching for the boys' bed time to roll around, as I think I'm going down very early myself. :-)
