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I need a day to... just be.

I need a day where it is silent if I want it to be.
I need a day where I can play whatever music I want to, as loud as I want to.
I need a day where I only answer the phone when I want to, not because I feel obligated to.
I need a day where I only think about me. What I want. What makes me happy.

I need a day to go wherever it is I want to go, whether that means flying down the highway or snuggled in bed with the covers over my head.
I need a day to get all the things done that I want to.
A day where I don't have to get anything done if I don't.

I need a day where I don't have to be responsible, where I don't have to consider feelings, and where I can just let loose.
I need a day where I don't have to act like me.
I need a day where I can truly be me, and I don't have to "act" at all.
A day where I can look in the mirror and be happy with what I see.
A day where I can look inside and be just as happy with who I am.

A whole day. A day and night, as nighttime is my favorite time.

It's not just a want. This is what I need.